About the Memories

In 1988, as a then-17-year-member of a group studying and trying to practice the ideas of the man George Gurdjieff, I had a revelation during a meditation session: I had once seen and been seen by a man who could only have been Jesus. That same day I wrote an account...

The Holocaust and Conscience

The Holocaust was about the death of conscience, the deliberate murder of conscience—and from it, the Germans accrued a hideous karmic debt, a debt that still remains largely unpaid.  It’s like the Chinese invading and destroying Tibet, their conscience. ...

I Have. I Need.

I believe that I have money, a car, a house, and things. I believe that I have relatives, friends, a partner, relationships, children I believe that I have the correct view of myself.  That I am a good person.   I believe that I need the possessions I have. I...

A Vivid Memory

This actually happened to me and was impossible to forget I was a merchant in Jerusalem.  I sold tall clay jars and wine in tall jars in a narrow stall on a big street of such stalls.  My business was a profitable one, I made a good living, and I enjoyed my work.  I...

Being is self-assembling

Like in some computer-generated graphic implosion, each piece of our being fits perfectly with each other piece.  If we let the pieces assemble themselves (and we certainly have to love God a lot to do so) we will suffer much, but our being will eventually be...