The Miller

You see that little stone on the shelf there? I’ll tell you about it. It was five summers ago. Three guys in white brought me a sack of barley to grind. We fell to talking, and I asked them if they had eaten. They said no, and I dished them up some lentils I had made....

Light and Transformation

Spiritual light, Light from Above, is literally awesome.  When it shines on me and I am prepared to not identify with what I see, it can transform me.  Nothing else has its power. In the Gurdjieff teaching, this seeing is called “correctly conducted...

Psychosis, eating & being eaten

.                                               Paranoia Paranoia, the dungeon of the prison of psychosis, offers instantaneous relief from all psychic pain, and a simple—if horrible—world view:  I am being eaten, and I must prevent that—–in...

Broken

It came to me suddenly yesterday, while I was driving, that I was living life pretending to have a whole spirit. But the truth was that my spirit was broken, and it had been broken my whole life. The breaking had happened in my last life, the one that had ended in a...

Decrystallization

This process occasionally happens to a man in ordinary life: Someone or something from a higher level makes a strong contact with him, and irrevocably awakens his conscience. Many lives pass, but no connection to an esoteric school is made. Gradually and inevitably,...