Broken

It came to me suddenly yesterday, while I was driving, that I was living life pretending to have a whole spirit. But the truth was that my spirit was broken, and it had been broken my whole life. The breaking had happened in my last life, the one that had ended in a...

Decrystallization

This process occasionally happens to a man in ordinary life: Someone or something from a higher level makes a strong contact with him, and irrevocably awakens his conscience. Many lives pass, but no connection to an esoteric school is made. Gradually and inevitably,...

The Judge

I did not write the laws.  Great men have put much thought into that.  It is possible to read the laws and understand how they should be applied.  This can be done impartially, and I do it. Except once. I had never seen his like.  He was powerful like a king yet...

The Prodigal Son Returns

When World War II ended, among the displaced persons in Europe were orphaned children, children who had survived in ruined cities literally hand-to-mouth: fierce, rude, dirty, sly, manipulative, trusting no one.  These were feral children, and when conditions became...

How I Became a Nazi

I remain convinced that in the life just before this one, I was a Jew in a concentration camp, and even a kapo, the head of a work crew in a concentration camp.  Kapos were universally despised for their collaboration with the Nazis.  Over the course of many years, I...